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September 1, 2020

Michael B. Jordan 忍痛以長文送別好兄弟 Chadwick Boseman:「我希望我們能有更多時間。」

Chadwick Boseman 的離開,無疑是今個星期最痛心、最難以接受的消息,#RIPChadwick 的祝福及訊息遍佈網絡,唯獨與他份外友好、識於微時的好兄弟 Michael B.Jordan 仍未發表感受。今早,他終於打破沉默,懷著沉重的悲痛寫下千字長文,憶述與這位好兄弟的生活點滴。

「我一直在找合適的文字,但卻沒有字眼足以形容我的感受。我一直在回想每個時刻、每個對話、每個笑位、每一次爭辦、每一個擁抱….就是我們的一切。」Michael B.Jordan 以這作為開首,一小段開場白已經感受到他的傷痛。

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I’ve been trying to find the words, but nothing comes close to how I feel. I’ve been reflecting on every moment, every conversation, every laugh, every disagreement, every hug…everything. I wish we had more time. One of the last times we spoke, you said we were forever linked , and now the truth of that means more to me than ever. Since nearly the beginning of my career, starting with All My Children when I was 16 years old you paved the way for me. You showed me how to be better, honor purpose, and create legacy. And whether you’ve known it or not…I’ve been watching, learning and constantly motivated by your greatness. I wish we had more time. Everything you’ve given the world … the legends and heroes that you’ve shown us we are … will live on forever. But the thing that hurts the most is that I now understand how much of a legend and hero YOU are. Through it all, you never lost sight of what you loved most. You cared about your family , your friends, your craft, your spirit. You cared about the kids, the community, our culture and humanity. You cared about me. You are my big brother, but I never fully got a chance to tell you, or to truly give you your flowers while you were here. I wish we had more time. I'm more aware now than ever that time is short with people we love and admire. I’m gonna miss your honesty, your generosity, your sense of humor, and incredible gifts. I’ll miss the gift of sharing space with you in scenes. I’m dedicating the rest of my days to live the way you did. With grace, courage, and no regrets. “Is this your king!?” Yes . he . is!  Rest In Power Brother.

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「我希望我們能有更多時間。」

「我們最後一次的對話中,您說我們永遠聯繫在一起,而現在,這句話對我而言比以往任何時候變得更有意義。大約在我的職業生涯接近開始時,自從16歲參演《All My Children》時開始,您已經為我鋪平了前路。您向我展示了如何變得更好、如何兌現目標與及,如何創造傳奇。而且,不管您知道與否……我一直都有在留意你、向你學習及不斷被您的偉大所激勵、啟發。」

「我希望我們能有更多時間。」

「您賦予這個世界的一切……您所展示我們何為傳奇和英雄……將會永遠存在。可是,最令我傷痛的是,現在我終於了解你是一位何等的傳奇和英雄。經過這一切,您永遠不會忘記自己最愛的東西。您關心您的家人、朋友、藝術情操和精神。您關愛孩子、社區、我們的文化和人性。而且,你關心我。你是我的大哥哥,但是當你仍在的時候,我卻從來沒有得到一個充份的機會去告訴你,或者真正地向你送上鮮花。」

「我希望我們能有更多時間。」

「相比過往,我現在更加了解,當你與愛人、佩服的人在一起的時間總是很短暫。我會想念你的真誠、慷慨、幽默感,與及那些不可思議的恩賜。我會想念那些在戲中與您同場的恩賜時候。剩下的日子,我全部奉獻給您,我會以您一樣的生活方式繼續生活下去。而且,是抱著恩典、勇氣、不後悔的精神。『這就是你的國王!?』對,他就是! 安息吧,好兄弟。」

或許大家所知的二人,是始於《Black Panther》當中,可是其實二人早就識於微時。早在2003年時,當年只得16歲的 Michael B.Jordan 因為機緣巧合下獲得在美國著名電視劇《All My Children》出演的機會,原因是原定接拍的演員因為受到歧視問題而辭演,而那一位正正就是日後與他並肩而行的 Chadwick Boseman。

面對著這位大哥哥的離開,Michael B.Jordan 再次憶述並寫下二人的經歷,他所承受的悲痛相信沒有人可以理解,即使再多一千、三千字也無法言喻;正如 Michael B.Jordan 再三所寫:我希望我們能有更多的時間。Rest In Peace,Chadwick Boseman。

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